Well, I decided to talk about my obsessions for a bit....so i'll start with my main obsessions...which me and my friends decided were lesbians lol. Well the thing is...i told my friends about my favorite characters in Bleach, which are Soi Fong and Yoruichi.  I didnt think about it much, but eventually i realized that they were lesbians lol (which of course shows how stupid i apparently am when it comes to such subjects because...i was watching the show and reading the manga for over a year and just saw a few months ago that they were lesbians....so yeah...im dumb lol) But anyways..ummm where was i? ...um oh yeah so after a few of my friends told me that Yoruichi and Soi Fong were lesbians...i remembered that i have had these kind of experiences before with actors on tv shows.  I obsessed over a few characters from different shows as a child growing up...all of which who are women..but there is something else that ties them together....and yes..you guessed it...in real life they are lesbians lol.  For Example, this one woman, who shall remain nameless,  was one of my favorite women characters on tv and someone that i had the biggest crush as a kid, she was smart, funny, and all around pretty and whatnot...so yeah...anyways...i was heartbroken to find out that she was in fact a lesbian in real life....i cried manly emo tears lol (but then again...this actor is around 16 years older than me...so lesbian or not...it wasnt meant to be lol).  And there were a few others...but i dont wish to speak about it...(too painful lol).  So yeah...because of those past events and my current obsession for both Yoruichi and Soi Fong...my friends have decided that i am obsessed with lesbians lol.  It's not in any perverted way, of course, cause i be a gentleman! A MOTHER F*#$ING GENTLEMAN DAMMIT! lol so yeah....it's all based on the kind of stupid logic me and my friends have lol....like for example, i somewhat support huckabee for his election.  The reason though is very stupid, i support him due to the fact i have changed his name to Hug A Bee.  It's a stupid reason i know, but there is a greater purpose for this....because you see....everytime i think of Hug a Bee, i think of Soi Fong (because of her weapon is like a hornet....which is like a bee....lol), and everytime i think of Soi Fong, i think of Yoruichi! and every time i think of Yoruichi, i think of Lesbians! THEREFORE....HUG A BEE = LESBIANS! lol even though...for some reason or another...he doesnt support gay marriages....which makes this kinda ironic, a man that reminds me of lesbians is against gay marriages lol (that is why i only somewhat support him...that whole "no gay marriage" thing makes me not want him to win...i think it's stupid to not want to support gay marriages in this day and age....but then again...hug a bee is a dinosaur! RAWR! lol jk i dont even know how old he is lol) so so so so yeah! ok im tired...so im just about done for now...but before i go...i have come up with two nicknames for Yoruichi and Soi Fong.  Yoruichi is THE GLORIOUS LESBIAN KING OF THE SOUL SOCIETY!  while Soi Fong is THE QUEEN BEE BITCH LESBIAN OF THE SOUL SOCIETY! lol yeah..i think those names work...but if any one else has cool titles for them and think they can put mine to shame than gimme a post of your suggestions and i will stea....i mean..."borrow" them lol

Ugg...as the title says....i really need a girlfriend or something lol im have been getting sooo bored recently.  I like talking to my friends, but for once i want to be able to talk to someone who actually wants to talk about me and stuff....my friends are great but all we really ever do is talk about tv or other stupid stuff, i wanna talk to someone who is more interested in me.  I also want to talk to someone who actually wants to talk to me about themselves as well...like what they wanna be when they grow up and other somewhat personal stuff.  Some of my friends talk to me about that stuff sometimes, but most of them never really want to talk to me about what i want to do and other personal stuff.  So yeah...i reaaaaaaaaaaaaaallly need a girlfriend or something lol.  The only problem is at my school...most of the girls in my classes are either reallly dumb or really annoying (which are pretty much the same thing...the only difference is sometimes dumb is fun and sometimes annoying is smart....or whatever lol).  So yeah...*sighs*....and plus i have been feeling really lonely lately....i dont want a girlfriend so we can make out and stuff but i want someone who really just likes talking to me about herself and about me as well and...damn i sound like im making a personal add lol (which i just might do...i really am that pathetic lol).  The only problem with all this is i dont see a single thing about me that makes me attractive to really anyone (low self esteem...waaaaah lol) but seriously, i'm only kinda smart, im not physically attractive in any way, and i can be funny everyonce in a while but that usually only want to make girls be my friend instead of my boyfriend (i think..im just guessing lol).  But now that i am thinking about this, it makes me think that im at a stage in my life where the only things girls like are cute, skinny guys...which kills me cause im not skinny (im not very fat either but i have a big tummy/ass lol jk....well jk about the ass the tummy is kinda big lol) and even though im not the smartest person ever (or anywhere close) i am still i very deep person (in my opinion atleast lol) and i really care about others (unlike some of the other braindead idiots who still get girlfriends...which says alot about the girlfriends lol).  So yeah, i am just guessing but right now i feel like all girls really care about are cute faces and nice bodies.  But i know that not all girls are like that, in fact a good deal of girls (most of which are my friends) i know dont care about that kind of stuff and that makes me hope that other girls dont really care about looks as much and will someday see that i would be an ok boyfriend.  But unfortunately i do not see that coming anytime in the near future...most girls i know dont really like talking to me that much to tell the truth (i can be somewhat annoying from times to times...so yeah....i think the fact that i can be annoying is a great factor on why i dont have a girlfriend...not just my body/looks)...so i dont think i will ever get a girlfriend....ive somewhat lost all hope for getting a girlfriend in High School (but then again i have a year and a half left of high school)...but i am 50% confident that i will meet someone in college at the latest.  Unfortunately thinking that does not help....i still feel lonely and i still want someone who wants to talk to me about themselves and have an interest in what i have to say.  So right now...im in very deep teenage angst....and the sad part is i wrote all this down and i only have one friend on this whole website lol (oh and she already probably knows im like this...i bugg her 24/7 lol poor friend of mine lol). So yeah..in conclusion....im a very lonely loser who is very emo-depressed at the moment...and unfortunately my friends who do tell me that i am a good guy and i will  probably find someone someday does not help either...ugggggg! UGGG! lol so yeah....oh and i apologize for anyone who has wasted their time from reading this just to find out it was boring lol jk so yeaaaaaaaaaaah...i think im done for now lol bye bye